Kemarin seolah bulat, sebuah harapan dan kebahagiaan, akan segera menjadi kenyataan. besok pasti hujan lagi…. ( sseorang menggumamkan hasrat itu dengan penuh harap )
hari ini sebuah tangan keriput mengepal payung dengan cengkraman yang begitu kuat.

i say, i will always love you. you said: its just about the time, when you see somebody else, you will fade away from me, and abandon ll the words and worship you addressed to me .
but how come? you are the first beautiful thing happened in my life, who bring the joy, and carry on the happiness..

Valentine’s day is come. semua orang berbicara. buka mulut, menyanyikan lagu cinta, atau sekedar cibiran belaka. ” Ngapain ngerayain Valentine, kan bukan budaya kita…” kasih sayang kan bisa dirayakan setiap hari…” ” Ah, gag ngaruh buat gue, biasa aja tuh…” ” huhu.. Valentine ga punya bokin..” and bla and bla and bla.

yes, indeed. miss her so much..

something in my way..
so shiny and mesmerizing.
i know that somehow i can reach it.
i red the story of jack and the Bean.. this fairytale somehow like hypnotize me to dare to believe with something that unreachable mind.
once upon a time, every when i went to bed, my mom used to told me a story.

I’ve tired for being imbasil. but somehow i wont let my self unsecured with the things that i cant through with it. i kept searching what is the source of happiness. wondering where is that actually? where can i get that? could it be a girl so i can call it her? or could it be a boy so i can playing around? and how much is the price as if i could buy it?

dalam emas nya diam ku, kau curi diriku dari peradaban.
Dari balik bahu perempuan tua yang menggendongku, aku berjengit penuh kengerian, dan ingin meneriakan nya selantang mungkin
‘ aku tidak mau ikut bersama mu! ‘