I just cried a few hours a go as this picture is taken.   Remembering my mom and my little sister while i had my dinner, It’s kinda sad. There is something that i regret about my life, because i cannot watching them closely and intensively.  (well it’s not too obvious if you see this pictures, aight? well, camera loves me. What can i say? *grin*) Gue kangen nyokap dan pengen menghabiskan quality time sama adek gue. I just, feeling guilty for her.

Mom,
I miss you.  I dreamt of you yesterday. Every single time i come home, we never have any quality time to be spent together. I miss you, mom… and i’m so sad to not be able to watching you everyday. I want to taking care of you completely. Pray for me, hope the time comes any sooner.

The ugly duckling doesnt have any money even just for printing his novels and the transports money to meet the editor. GRAMEDIA EDITORS. Today i will show my novel to Mbak Vera. Hope she likes it. Hope Gramedia love it.

I just surprised as i watched this awesome movie in BSD today. We (me, MM, kekeh) went there through a very hot middle noon by motorbike. And i got dizzy because the road is so grumbling with holes everywhere, and the sun so shiny right upon our head.

I need to rent my own room. I guest, in a desperate way. While I don’t have any income in past two weeks, all the sudden boredom are avalanches me. Fakkk. I feel like i’m dead louse a.k.a. mati kutu kagak bisa kemana-mana coyyyy.

What a scary title! as if I’m all that desperate in celebrating the Val’s day. Well, i feel a bit sad. I dont know… couple days behind, i feel there is a hole in my heart. Like I’m a dust blown by the wind.

I need to say ‘I love you’. But.. who is that person? I mean, I’m all alone… nobody asks me to go out. Poor me…