Catatan MaHe

Black Valentine.

What a scary title! as if I’m all that desperate in celebrating the Val’s day. Well, i feel a bit sad. I dont know… couple days behind, i feel there is a hole in my heart. Like I’m a dust blown by the wind.

I need to say ‘I love you’. But.. who is that person? I mean, I’m all alone… nobody asks me to go out. Poor me…

I try to not pitying my self… but It’s kinda more pathetic to be pretend that I’m all okay. Well let’s blow the candle and keep the silence hide my tears.

Valentine… Will next year somebody give me a box of sweet chocolate with a red rose as the love symbol? Now I claim my self as a ‘pathetic’.